multiverse

 I know there are many universes that we did work out

                                                                      and that we didn't. 

I wish I could say that all of them lead to us working out, but that just isn't reality.

I just hope that this is one where we did

and I can admit I am not sure which one this will be

I am just praying,

and hoping, 

and wishing,

that this was the one where we were happiest of all. 

My new found spring of hope and joy may have come late,

but I am trying to let it be enough to carry us forward from this ditch. 

All I want is our happy place back. 

I miss you

and i'm sorry I chased you away.