Nobody actually loves you, it's just words tied to a desire to control someone

I wish I could start a new life, away from all that which I know as my life. 

But having a child complicates things, and actually locks you down into exactly the lifestyle you got pregnant in. 

I wish I was smarter or dumber. 

For a way out or ignorance to my plight.

All it takes is just one flight. 

And I'm free .

I want a new life.